where do I go from here?

So it's been an interesting couple of weeks - we made a canon ball run to Texas this past weekend. Mr. B participated in a coaches clinic at an area high school that one of our besties coaches at in Ft. Worth. I went along to visit with Hill while the boys were coaching it up and then we ran into ptown to visit the fam.  This is how it went down.
- visit with Hill which was interupted by a migraine on saturday (but it was ok - hill & I enjoyed being coach potatoes)
- a fabulous dinner with both sets of parents, court, joe and baby memphis at El torro.
- visiting and snugglin with my mamaw!!
- chatting with mom, dad and nathan at the house.
- picking up nathan from a pool party! He's turning into such a cool kid - I love that now since he's older we can actually talk and hold a conversation.
- church on sunday with an awesome sermon by u. harold.
- mad dash to Dallas to see a cousin in the hospital who had a heart attack sunday morning - blessing since mamaw rode with us up, and we got to see ppl we wouldn't have if this hadn't happened - sad because of the circumstance. Luckily she's stable and doing much better PRAISE GOD!
- loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooongest car ride ever back to KC.

It's always bittersweet going for a visit, I love it - I crave it most of the time but it's always so short and difficult to leave and return to KC. I'm confident that the lord will take us back when he's ready. Sooner would be great - :o) ha.

I'm still struggling with my job, which is really frustrating since I struggled with KCK for 9 months. I don't want another job that I'm going to be frustrated in - I want to do something that lights me up and that I'm happy to do day in and day out. sigh, I'm still praying about it. I'm going to give it a few more weeks and hopefully it'll straighten out or God will move me in another direction.

i'm exhausted so I'm going to bed now. Hopefully the hubs will get off the phone with his parentals and join me. :o) Blessings to each of you.