home sick

I ... am .... homesick.... for Texas.

This has been a tough transition, I thought about being coy and saying how it wasn't so bad and how I'm adjusting well. But that would be a lie, I know God has a plan and that he is at work here and I am totally down with it.

but I miss my family, I miss having people close. It's very lonely when you don't know anyone and your husband works late hours. I miss the way my mamaw smells (weird I know but smells trigger memories and mamaw's smell, whatever lotion or perfume she wears makes me happy).

It probably doesn't help that my first couple of weeks at work have been uneventful and slow, and add long to that. I come home each night and I'm sad cause I miss people, I miss familiarity.

Sigh, it will get better right?!

In other news, I have the best husband in the world!! (It's still really weird to say husband!!) He has been so understanding, patient and loving during this tough transition. I couldn't ask for a better life mate, he's more than I deserve. I can't think of anyone I'd rather be going through this with.


My plan for this weekend is to get stuff up on the walls, empty out a few more boxes and then be crafty. I haven't had the desire, probably cause I'm sad all the time but I think if I start making stuff then I'll get happier and if that doesn't work I'll just start sending people random projects. :o) As soon as we get consistent internet I'll post apartment/wedding/honeymoon pictures.

Until then, I bid you adu and apologize for the debby downer rant. It will turn around.